Understanding Self or Understanding Others
As I know, in this world, everyone acts or
tries to act as other's wish. According to me, the race is really very-very
less or diminished who acts as he or she is. I feel very angry when someone
hurt me with a little nonsense-full words (with or without any reason) but show
myself as I was not wounded and just give little smile or try to turn the
conversation subject to light by passing humorous words or speaking nonsense
words so that other may not understand my inner narked heart. So I am not
real before the Open World. And that is the real fact, and can be suited on
anyone else. Today, making reaction as you feel inside may hurt you more.
Covering up your real nature and turning you like other want may give you
more benefit.
Is it really easy to understand self?
Looking to myself, I am really not confirmed, I can just say: it is not
easy but also it is not hard to understand self? But it is really-really very tough
to understand others on our conjecture. We cannot claim hundred percent surety that he or she is crazy/foolish/negative/positive/ optimistic/ unenthusiastic/ depressed/affirmative
just by looking his or her superficial activities. As I see myself, in
this World, when I am with others who is not my best friend or who does not
know me or know me less, I try to act as humble person with some hasty/careless
activities or the person who does not care about anything. In real, I am
still trying to search me, what am I? I find myself sometime as crazy, sometime
as much considerate, sometime as humanitarian, and sometime as wild beast -
that all depend on or come out according to situation and person before you.
Commonly, I think myself as completely
positive, God fearing (cannot say myself as complete devotee to God) and honest
with integrity and devoted to work assigned to me.
